Bel's Bdayヾ(-_- )ゞ

Photos from Bel's bday dinner with the family like 3+ months ago LOL. Everything had to be photogenic since it was her day hahaha

I have no idea what this thing is lol just take picture only

 The new trend of not smiling for pics...?

Full family attendance!!

Omg totally forgot how to edit the html already :o hope the alignment and everything on this isn't screwed up haha :/

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Slow Dancing in a Burning Room

Hellooooo I'm back after a pretty long time haha. I've just been taking time to reconnect with myself and get over my breakup. It was a really shitty feeling at first and I just felt so lost and hopeless that I couldn't do things properly, cried nonstop in public and embarrassingly had a breakdown at training sighh. 

But through this, I realised that there were so many people who were there for me and who love me unconditionally. I'm eternally grateful for all my friends, and especially xh who was there for me every single step of the way, listening to me and giving me pep talks :) and of course my dad who had so much patience with me, always checking if I was ok and comforting me even though he was probably sick of my crying lol. And I've also discovered how strong I really am. This relationship was eye-opening because it taught me that if we have to sacrifice so much of ourselves to chase after people who don't know our worth and don't treasure us, we'll end up being the one who's hurt in the end.

The way that he abandoned me and turned me to just another girl in his past hurt me so deeply, and I've to admit that I'm still not over that pain. But we move on the best we can. So I'm gonna continue my life where I left off, and stop chasing after people who don't want me~

Gonna publish some backdated posts soon heehee

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Escape to Bali

Music: filous - How Hard I Try (Robotaki remix)

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Ally's 21st

Charis, XH and I attended Ally's surprise party yesterday~ it was organised by her BF and I really 佩服 him man, it couldn't have been easy contacting all her friends and coordinating. I was super excited to see Ally's reaction when she saw everyone and everything! And I'm so happy for her, and happy that we were able to be there for her on her 21st! Here're some pics! The venue was stunning, and the food was really goooood hahaha

Aaaaand... with the gorgeous birthday girl!!!!

I was so excited and happy for her that xh said I was smiling the whole way to the hotel LOL but couldn't help it, my heart was so full!

Ally kept saying that she doesn't deserve this, but it's really true that 'people who don't expect much deserve it all'~ Ally's such an amazing girl, kind-hearted and bubbly and bringing joy to everyone, she definitely deserves everything~ Here's to more wonderful years of happiness, happy 21st Ally ～(^з^)-♡

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bloop

Study session disrupted by a fisheye lens and iphone's fade filter..... hehe

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Cherry blossoms in my heart

It's 1st May!!! So I guess it's time for my April photo diary~ Looking at the photos, it's been a pretty eventful month! Even though I felt like I didn't do much lol. Year 2 is gonna end in 2 days and I am not liking the idea of going on to year 3....... :/

ok back to the April photos hahaha
First, sashimi buffet! ヽ(^o^)ノ

The new Creamier at Gillman Barracks~ Yes I'm a waffles&icecream monsterrrr

Tried the new Timbre+ food centre thingy with NUS cell group!

Quinoa salad with the family on my precious free Sunday without Viva~

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14 years with Matt

Matt's birthday was on 15 April and mum and dad brought us to this cute eatery with amazing steak.
Cos Matt, like 99% of guys, loves meat haha.

Bday boy ♡
⊂((・ェ・  ))⊃ノ

Full family attendance!

My fave prawn aglio olio anytime~

It's so shocking to think of how fast my bro grew up :O Why can't he stay cute and small foreverrrrr.... hahah. Anyway, hope he can grow up well to become as amazing as our dad~
Ok I guess the more immediate goal is for him to stop playing so much computer games and do something useful with his life hahaha
Happy birthday to the biggest irritant~
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