14 years with Matt

Matt's birthday was on 15 April and mum and dad brought us to this cute eatery with amazing steak.
Cos Matt, like 99% of guys, loves meat haha.

Bday boy ♡
⊂((・ェ・  ))⊃ノ

Full family attendance!

My fave prawn aglio olio anytime~

It's so shocking to think of how fast my bro grew up :O Why can't he stay cute and small foreverrrrr.... hahah. Anyway, hope he can grow up well to become as amazing as our dad~
Ok I guess the more immediate goal is for him to stop playing so much computer games and do something useful with his life hahaha
Happy birthday to the biggest irritant~
xx.

Sonder

Am feeling afraid because it's back. Everything is the same. No motivation for anything but lying in bed; the universe a breath against my throat and waves behind my eyelids. The worst part- I still can't control it. 

A bad time for this, just when I need to be productive. Breathe. Things will be ok.

The realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own.

Daily life

Happy birthday to this really amazing girl :)

Miss the ex-Viva squad <3

Also gonna miss my 2 training co-captains after they step down :'( 

We recently had auditions and I'm feeling a lil nervous to lead a new batch without these 2 pillars of support haha

Just gonna put this picture here cos it's pretty and it makes me happy haha :)

Anyway I've been re-watching scenes from my favourite Taiwanese drama every single night this week hahaha, it is amazing! And it makes me feel so warm and fuzzy, like I go to sleep happy and wake up in the morning in a good mood~

(abrupt change of topic hahaha) I experienced some pretty intense shock and despair today when I saw my bank account balance lol... This year is just a really bleak year for my finances and my savings from my job have run out haha :((( Even though I've cut down on my shopping A LOT and even the food I eat in school, I still find myself spending tons of money buying gifts, and on dates. I never understood how people could feel so depressed over finances, until today T_T guess it's cos I've always had enough... SIGH please let me get through this...

Anyway I decided to do a photo journal for the month of April and I'm pretty excited! Haha ok I'm weird but taking and editing photos makes me really happy~ (and it's free too lol) 
Have a good month everybody~ (^._.^)ﾉ
xx.