-ˏˋ i Light ˎˊ-

Omg first blog update in a reeeeaaaally long time! Haha forcing myself to publish a post so there'll be at least one in the archives for March lolol. This sem has been crazyyy, mostly cos of the CS1010S coding mod which I bravely/ foolishly took.. But thank goodness the worst is over and I managed to survive thanks to large amounts of coffee LOL gonna miss the Deck's coffee when I grad.

Anyway I went to i Light with the turtles a few weeks ago and it was really nice!! Glad we went on a Monday when the crowd wasn't that bad hahah yeah #ihatepeople

Ate at Gastrobeats and honestly it was really good! There was so much variety and the food was nice! Lolol apparently my kimchi pasta was endorsed by Xiaxue

The highly instagrammed flowers!! Lol yeah I'm basic

Amazed that this structure thingy was made out of water bottles :o

Another basic photo which we actually queued up to take?! hahah

Great night out with the turtles hehehe~

xx.

Moments of Impact

2016, defined in moments of happiness, pain and inevitably, growth. Every lesson was a turning point, every struggle changed some part of me. I'm thankful for everything that has happened this year; these moments will always be held close to my heart.

16 Jan // Bridesmaid dream come true~

14 Feb // My romantic Vday date with Viva ;)

19, 20 Feb // CAC+US... 'nuff said

24 Feb // Viva chalet!

4 March // Melty ice cream

28 May // Some doors close so that others can open

2 Jun // Supposedly, we all become adults this year haha

7 Jun // Intense treetop hike with my constants

16 Jun // Bali. The cure for anything is saltwater: sweat, tears or the sea.

29 Jun // 忘情水

23 July // A letter from my younger self

6 Aug // Lessons from a stolen wallet

27 Aug // Everything falls into place, we find ourselves here together again

2 Sep // Treasure the friends who wait hours with you in the ER (and bring you Macs too)

11 Sep // "I can't bear to let go."

2 Oct // #aiwin was #goals

17 Oct // Surrounded by so much love (and a home-baked cake omg ♥)

5 Dec // Noir

8 Dec // A trip close to home but close to my heart <3

2017, bring it on.

xx.

Shadows will be lost in the light

Welcoming 2017 with this song <3

xx.

When I wake up～

Was looking through my old blog posts and decided to start posting more now cos I really like to have something to look back on for memories~ SO this post is about our sloth item! It's super overdue cos we performed it in like September loll

Our first vetting in August!

Second full-dressed vetting:

Anyway this item is reeeeeaalllyyyyy close to my heart (even though it was just a guest performance at SMU's concert) cos of the many many nights that we spent practising in school and experimenting with lots of different stunts especially in the beginning hahaha~ I'm really thankful for all the friendships made and strengthened through the hardships and injuries lol :') they really helped me get through some low times. It wasn't so much about the actual performance, as the process that got us there, honestly don't think I'll ever forget this item :D

Backstage! Eating + playing space team + Rach's fab catwalk hahahha

Thanks Charis for coming and getting me a pretty flower hehe ♥(ˆ⌣ˆԅ)

Love these people, couldn't imagine doing this with any other bunch ( ˘ ³˘)♥

xx.

Bel's Bdayヾ(-_- )ゞ

Photos from Bel's bday dinner with the family like 3+ months ago LOL. Everything had to be photogenic since it was her day hahaha

I have no idea what this thing is lol just take picture only

 The new trend of not smiling for pics...?

Full family attendance!!

Omg totally forgot how to edit the html already :o hope the alignment and everything on this isn't screwed up haha :/

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Slow Dancing in a Burning Room

Hellooooo I'm back after a pretty long time haha. I've just been taking time to reconnect with myself and get over my breakup. It was a really shitty feeling at first and I just felt so lost and hopeless that I couldn't do things properly, cried nonstop in public and embarrassingly had a breakdown at training sighh. 

But through this, I realised that there were so many people who were there for me and who love me unconditionally. I'm eternally grateful for all my friends, and especially xh who was there for me every single step of the way, listening to me and giving me pep talks :) and of course my dad who had so much patience with me, always checking if I was ok and comforting me even though he was probably sick of my crying lol. And I've also discovered how strong I really am. This relationship was eye-opening because it taught me that if we have to sacrifice so much of ourselves to chase after people who don't know our worth and don't treasure us, we'll end up being the one who's hurt in the end.

The way that he abandoned me and turned me to just another girl in his past hurt me so deeply, and I've to admit that I'm still not over that pain. But we move on the best we can. So I'm gonna continue my life where I left off, and stop chasing after people who don't want me~

Gonna publish some backdated posts soon heehee

xx.