Here's a conversation I have with myself almost everyday
Me: Omg how can you even think of buying a snack when you didn't finish your target amount of work today?!
Me: But...
Me: No buts! You just sit quietly and wait for daddy to come fetch you.
Yesterday was an extremely disappointing day because I got back econs and GP. I got an S for econs :( Even though I admit I was somewhat expecting it, I was still hopeful... but that's not the worst part... I actually got D for GP!! D: GP is one of my best subjects and I have consistently gotten B for it over the last 2 years! Though I did get a C for CT2s... oh gosh I hope this isn't going to be a downward trend. I knew it was a mistake choosing that question on fame! ('Fame comes at a heavy price.' Do you agree?) But it was such a deceptively easy question! T_T And today I got my chem paper back. *drumroll* I got a B which is 1000x better than the U grade I got for CT2s! Ok fine so maybe I did drop to H1 but I think it's still a commendable effort!
Despite my seemingly endless complaints about my results, I think I finally realise and accept that it is not academic grades that define a person but the strength of his/her character and faith. As I pray more, I feel like I am moving closer to the path that God wants me to take in life and I feel more at peace with myself. Even though I will still try my best in everything I do no matter what, I am less concerned with the outcome now because I know that whatever happens, it will happen in my best interest. *peaceful smile*
I finally went to check and found out that I've had Hazel (my rabbit) for almost 2 years now! She's 2 years and about 3 months old now. Honestly I panicked a little because I can't imagine taking care of her for another 8+ years (if she lives to be that old), washing her cage every weekend and changing the bedsheets every time she pees on them haha. I also realised that she will see me through my major transitions in life like entering uni, going out to work and possibly entering a relationship. Then I realised that it's going to be hard when she passes away :'( Here's a picture of Hazel to brighten your day!
